i don't know what you want from me.really.you ask me to do this and do that.all sorts of weird stuff.and i do it for you.because you asked me to do it.yet time and again you jsut disappoint me.and when i get into trouble for all the foolish pranks that we pull,you just run away,and leave me behind to face the music.i've had it one time too many and i'm tired of deceiving everyone that used to be important to me until you came along.i don't even know whether i'm there for you to love,or there for you to mock and jeer at.i hate the feeling when you
play me like a fool.it doesn't seem funny to me anymore.maybe this is just all a
joke to you.it seems to me that that's the way you view it.
so maybe that's really how you see it.well.really.i'm disappointed.i thought you were above all that.sigh.
yan lei,an an jing jing de liu guo.
